I'm so annoyed. My mom tells me I'm rude because I don't like talking to my brothers or other people about Lizzy's problem. Yes, she has a heart problem they know that so why do i have to talk about it all the time. every time we have a family gathering , or we run into someone. Yes she's going to have surgery again . whats so frikkin wrong with not wanting the whole world to know that i feel like crap every minute of everyday just thinking about Feb. 9 , the day of the operation. I don't care if I'm rude when someone asks and i just answer vaguely and walk away. Doesn't she understand that every time i talk about it, I re live everything and its like a jabbing pain in my heart. I dont want to answer the same questions over and over.
